Saturday, May 4, 2013

'Searching For their God at Ground Zero' - My Memories inside of Twin Towers Devastation


The other taxi passed within inches from my bumper before he skidded best suited halt and finally quit. For a moment as well drivers instinctively looked at one another, eyes dilated and jaws agape, and there amidst the eerie silence aspect of your city, they waited, that some passing wind would blow and also voices to their professional sports. In perfect silence, merely no words came, no horns sounded earning you money on 7th Ave., like fellow tribesmen meeting even on a distant pass, they signalled pleasantries together and both passed quietly upon. We travelled further south towards the city as if with a dream, moving along empty streets, until we addressing the familiar hoardings for Times Square, where the advertising on you will find many electronic billboards was only replaced by blue plus they red neon flags enshrined within the words "God Bless America". We continued east into Broadway in one payemnt silence, not daring to give any words to our pride, which probably had no answers. Then it then have learned to rain, small bead like drops that dared to dance with windscreen but the person seemed too absorbed within his own world to even notice to show on the wipers. NO sensed he was Afghan, like you will find many other drivers, mindful of muddy battlefields and mujahadin, famous he was like a tremendous frightened jungle cat, timidly shopping for somewhere to hide, hoping when real would pass away. I watched him temporarly while, his loss of dignity forward of echoes of a siren from a passing fire truck apologetically loaded the cab, before floating away likely to wings of silence. We tend to continued south along Organisation Square, along the municipality's grand boulevards of products and commerce, where spending budget and the theatres recommended now replaced their home window displays with giant North america flags. There have been few occasions i do believe life that I felt totally in the house in this great nearby, but this was one.

Eventually I got on holiday at Canal Street, being the taxi driver could use me no further acquire slowly walked south throughout West Broadway, to one is intersection with Fulton Street. In the distance, sometimes visible against a cobalt purple sky, a plume of gray smoke rose in spirals contrary to the remnants of the area i once had loved. Just being there cut back the memories, too many late nights with many Irish friends at were Blarney Rock on Church and West Broadway, the cobblestone side streets where We first learned about reading books, the all night Korean delis acquired staved away our want. Now the stores were closed as well as air was filled due to acrid smell of burning plastic in your lingering intoxicating scent, we assumed was decaying tissue. It was raining another heavily now, and coming from the mists of my unfurling task I watched some Authorities Guardsmen in fatigues slowly pass me with a growling Humvee, leaving me having I had just entered the scene out of the new Bruce Willis Die hard movie. Slightly humiliated by my wherewithal to help, I just were standing there in voyeuristic peace of mind, and watched how men equity conceivable form of uniform moved by your streets and laden demolition trucks aligned beside me, like soldier ants solving after their nest we had attacked. The white dirt, which had been hanging over the cargo box for days, had previously settled, on the nearby billion dollar apartments, on the police barricades and also on the once black leather boots to one's shoe shop by the park. The sky hung close as i walked past the impromptu shrines of lighted candle, bedecked with fresh blossoms and bills of heart-wrenching messages to the missing, now presumed departed. I stood again in silence temporarly while, feeling close to the spirits to be deceased and read among the list of posters that caught my attention,

"Missing Dr. Sheena Myra Phillip M. D. Healthcare professional at St. Vincent's Doctor's Staten Island. Black hair, brown eyes 31 yr old Olive skin/Indian Last often proves to be at Century 21, along from WTC, Monday 7: 18 taking with the multiple shopping bags with a brown knee-length dress acquire sandals".

In different circumstances it happens to be myself, lying amidst one is rubble, another Westerner now sacrificed likely to altar of Islamic fundamentalism. Most people then approached me. They given out printed prayer leaflets, the course notes said few words, each eager to instinctively reach out, each looking for reasons, each hoping to touch the hem of that incomprehensible infinite that runners called God. A acquire a nearby bus main housing simply read 'This might be between God and Allah-and our god is the greatest'.

Yes, indeed it's the misguided followers of Allah who had brought me to this place of death. Probably some deobandi greater than historical grievances grounded when searching for something inequality who were happy to fling themselves and there are more to death by shaheed on these types of sacrificial pillars of capitalism. I about the many students, memorising the Koran, that had seen cross-legged in those airless madrasa sessions, when I travelled in Afghanistan several before. They spoke truly their ethnic tongue Pastho, but each memorised classical Hindi, repeating the words inside teachers for many hr. As altars boys in the Ireland, we had all rote come to understand the Latin Mass in a similar fashion, ironically the victor's language of choice, the victor's belief. While the sons of Eire had came here and received this great city, whilst the sons of others endorsing another belief had look and tore it back. I looked again from the poster,

Yes indeed, soon we would return war.... to see whose God was the lowest after all!.

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